i miss her /.\

DEAR GOD do I miss my beloved roommate and best friend, Youogo (a.k.a. Odie K). I have not seen her beautiful face since December. I have gone six months without my other half, and I just wanna be a total fool with her again. Even so, knowing she is alive, making the most of shit, and shining on brings me joy every day. It would be impossible to record everything I miss about Youogo because I miss everything about her. But here goes.

I miss getting back to the room at the end of the night to Youogo fast asleep, clothes still on, body slumped in a strange position, usually hanging off the bed. I miss looking at her, eyes lit up with idea, and proclaiming, SHOWER PARTY. I miss listening to musical tracks shame-free while we shower in side by side stalls (we tried to have a virtual shower party but it wasn’t the same). I miss guest starring on her wonderful streams. I miss embarrassing her with my lack of gamer/anime knowledge. I miss our hugs. I miss our hugs that end with someone on the floor laughing. I miss telling stories, without feeling any pressure to spare the TMI details. I miss her angelic, yet powerful singing voice. Obviously, I miss watching Stargirl the Practical Witch together (the execution of our hotness spell was lowkey our peak, even though the plastic rose petals we stole melted). I miss taking videos of her doing some weird funny shit, and her taking videos of me doing some weird (less funny) shit. I miss photoshoots with her, when I get to hype her up in all her glory. I miss witnessing her being a passionate Multicultural Psych genius. I miss being in shows together. I miss dancing at parties together. I miss existing in the same room together, during quiet moments, and feeling so connected. I miss the person who instantly made me feel at ease by trying to hack into a TV and blasting Hamilton from a speaker slung on her wrist. I miss the person who is incredibly intelligent, yet goofy as hell, talented, kind, and genuine. I miss the person I trust with my life, and will love forever.