i hate peaches
the fuzz is more like hair
and the disgusting pit is the worst
it looks like my dried up brain
i hate summertime
the sun stabs rays into my skin
i feel dry
and sweaty
at the same time why
are my armpits sweaty but
my skin is dry how
does that happen?
and i hate my insides
what is happening inside? inside
i am gasping and grasping
for a breath
and there’s a
deep
deep
deep
pit in my stomach
but if i try
to think about why
that pit is there
my eyes well up
the pit is deeper than before
maybe i’m falling in
maybe im crawling out
im in the pit being swallowed whole
no
not yet
i don’t feel like i’m being consumed
but i am always waiting
for it to happen
it never comes
i don’t know
maybe i am the peach pit
i am not meant to be consumed
but instead thrown away or
buried in the ground somewhere
deep
deep
deep
scatterbrain 