*the sexual tension between me and saying “woah, its been a while” when i dont post for a year and a half and then say im going to pick this back up*
maybe its seeing so many newsletters and blogposts from friends doing super cool things, maybe its avouding work vehemently on a monday, but i miss writing. ive spoken about “missing” quite a bit to friends, and even wrote about it here, but allow me to completely contradict myself and say that I really do miss writing. partially because its fun to try and condense the merry-go-round of murmurs that exists in my head, partially because living (mostly) alone means that my blabbering is really limited to myself and this lets it send itself off into the ether. in any case, this currently exists as a place to brain dump and so brain dump i will.
there are no major to-do’s for the rest of this post, other than saying that maybe ill boot up this website from time to time and write something down. ive been listening to a lot of new music, i have thoughts on so many games ive played, and i just like writing down strings of words that potentially have meaning when read in a sequence. i guess my biggest struggle is that, while i know i write to the void of the hypertext transfer protocol, i still feel like i need a hypothetical audience to absorb information. is that my online friends, my “irl’s” (i hate saying that), my micro-community of fans that will exist down the pipeline in a decade or so? probably wont ever be answered and so ill just send people screenshots of my posts instead of ever telling people the name of this site.
once again,
oswaldo
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