i have too many thoughts and also none at all. this blog is dedicated to the relentless thoughts i do have that intrude my brain. some of them are personal. a lot of them are foolish. none of them are capitalized (because fuck capitalism).
a poem
garden home my mother’s spine curves slightly downward, as she waters the papalo that has overtaken the garden she picks it, begins to speak about her childhood and I remember this garden holds our memories — as she waters the papalo that has overtaken the garden her swollen feet navigate the mud, blue veins protrude…
3 movies
these are three of the best movies to exist (a film major would agree, i bet) big hero six: this movie was released in 2014 but i’m not sure why i thought i wouldn’t like it so i didn’t ever plan on watching it. six years later the four of us went to ruby’s house…
perfect day
this is frustrating because there are a lot of iterations of what a perfect day could be and i don’t know which one to write about. so this is what it could be as i type this. it will probably change tomorrow 10:30am: i wake up and i feel like i slept until noon but…
video game i luv
growing up, my brother, two childhood friends and i would play super mario bros on the wii. my brother and i would walk to their house and then play for hours trying to beat all the levels. i remember when we got to the final boss level it took us days to defeat bowser. afterwards,…
some things i miss
i miss a lot of things. i miss these things in a way that makes me happy to remember having lived it. i have a memory that has been plagued by anxiety and depression but even that couldn’t erase these memories. these are things i hold close to my heart when i rode my bike…
something(s) that someone has said to me that i’ll never forget
i could write about that mean thing someone said to me in the lunch line in sixth grade that i think about sometimes. but i won’t. because this isn’t about that. instead i want to write about something ruby said to me. she said she loved me and my sweaty hands. having anxiety sucks and…
conspiracy theory
i’m not into conspiracy theories so i scoured the internet for one that made me feel something. one of them did. season three episode four of community imagines alternate universes/timelines. it’s a foolish episode but i love it. i think about this episode a lot. i like to pretend there are billions of alternate universes.…
pet peeves
u can use these if you’re my archenemies and want to end me. insects buzzing in my ear. its like these insects wake up and choose violence. they have no business whispering in my ear like that. their little wings buzzing that loud is annoying beyond comprehension. listening to the radio when i’m driving in…
dear d.r.k.,
sorry i never answered (or called back). i knew you were going to call at 10am. i even set an alarm. but i also set my phone on dnd. i thought it was better that way because maybe you would think my phone was broken or didn’t have service or something other than me simply…
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